Heck, I don't know why I bothered posting this on a public forum, other than to get it off my chest. Since nobody knows who I really am, I guess.
I was a recovered compulsive gambler for about 4 years. The casino spam would come, and I'd readilly delete it. Finaly, the offers caught me in a time where I could really use a buck and they wore me down.
Without naming the place, I can only say that I signed up for a free offer of chips, on a match deposit. First I played nickle slots, hit the jackpot for $150, then thought to my self....I have enough now to bankroll a blackjack game. I ran that $150 into $2800, cashed in, then reversed it thinking I could make some more, solve some problems, etc. When I reversed it, I then ran that up to a little over $6000.
Well, you can guess what kind of thinking happened over the next 2 days, while they still had not processed my withdrawal. I even emailed them and asked please DO NOT LET THESE FUNDS BE AVAILABLE TO ME! They, of course did not comply. I reversed it and lost it in a fast fury.
Damn, I hate my head! I feel like **** and am really beating myself up over this. My wife is ready to kill me!
[This message has been edited by Gamerz (edited 01-20-2002).]
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